Monthly Archives: August 2019

Goodwill Hunting – Diary of a Thrifter

Sue me. Right there at Goodwill I found myself physically attracted to her and we coincidentally completed our purchases at the same time, different registers.

Okay, so I met her while thrifting. Sue me. Meanwhile, immediately outside of the store... the dreamy drama unfolded.

I said: “I went looking for a ‘find’ but you’re clearly the biggest find in the store.” But why do I feel like I've said that at least once before?

My fishhook not withstanding, she casually brushed off my compliment and we made small talk. I could see something in her is whispering “I’m not feeling attractive.” But while I wasn’t buying it, I felt as if she was. And so while she may have been blind to the subtle magnetism and chemistry in the air between us,  I was selling myself on the desire. My desire for her. Maybe just the default male/female desire. I mean, isn’t that normal? Or am I just extra and ‘gotta have it?’

Out of nowhere we both blurted introductions: She says: “so who are you” and from my lips: “what’s your name.” It was as if we had bumped into one another in a crowded nightclub/drinks slightly splashing onto each other. Or maybe we pulled out and pointed our swords? "ON-GUARD!"

Women have been attracting men (like bate) since the dawn of time. Foxy Brown, Pam Grier

And then the conversation gets deeper as we discuss her creativity, my creativity, the Chi, NY, LA, mutual friends, etc.  Yep! The parts of me you WISH didn't exist, such as being more than just sexual. More than seeing a woman as just a "slab of beef." But while she took a deep dive into her woes and how she felt she had “fallen off,” I was more titillated by her details. First the painted nails, the snatched hair and the toned muscles with the evenly bronzed skin. Her hygiene was even harmony to my eyes. And while she’s speaking about health and career issues my mind was creepin, sneakin peeks at her plumbing, especially those headlights. Yeah, there I was: the antelope waitin to be her roadkill.

Those breasts were screaming at me, makin all kinds of overtures (by their presence alone) during our quiet and somewhat private moment there at the Goodwill entrance. I wondered how many other men had gotten caught in her headlights over the decades? How much roadkill exactly?

For a time I felt suffocated by boobage, with my imagination draggin me into the darkest most unpredictable sex-hole. However, despite nearly 15 minutes of my own obvious carnal transgressions, she wasn’t making excuses to get away and remained within arms reach in this engaging conversation. One moment I’m paying attention; the next I’m spellbound by her beauty, gasping for air (at least in my mind) with my mouth  suddenly full of her flesh, with my tongue busy provoking her sighs... 

then I’m back up for air, tryna be normal and cordial and genuine... tryna be that male role model that life is begging me to be. But “Here I Go Again,” (Glenn Jones reference), sucked under, drowning in pleasures unknown, my hands grabbing, no... groping, massaging, possessing... and for a second or two her words turned to unrecognizable, underwater gurgles, as I’m struggling to survive this... this... this fight with my want for her body vs my own need to sustain discipline and dignity.

Nevertheless, despite the stirring in my loins, my very own voice of reason kept a strong grip on my neck... speaking into my ear “bruh, you need to go jerk-off... come back to this when you’re balanced and thinkin straight. You’re a fuckin animal right now.”

And that sound you're hearing while reading my Fictions & Non-Fictions... thats the motorized desire for love and affection in my veins. Controlled, but cycling around my heart. Yeah, shit is real up in here.

And as I soon regained control... I shook it off, even with my heart palpitating. At the same time, my reality check chimes from my phone. Then we engaged in the sweetest and thorough hug. And that felt calming. Corrective. And now it was due time to get back to the multiple revenue streams. Gotta keep Nipsey’s vision in mind. Too much at stake. Grindin all my life.

Relentless

Today I Became a “Posher”

TODAY I became a "Posher." It's another landmark move for me as an "entrepreneur" who many know to be a "novelist or a "host" of "The Relentless House" a Bed & Breakfast here in Atlanta. And others even know me as a "Chef" or a "cook" since I've been making plates under the "Relentless Eats" brand. As I see it, however, I am merely "RESOURCEFUL." I'm doing the most I can with the gifts I have been given.

Support me and get this first posted apparel

"Enjoy California"

 

My Joy in Producing Music Videos & Films in Atlanta

It was so much fun to stretch my creative wings for this music video I conceived, produced and edited in a callabo with this 11yr old.

Eric McCaine's "I Like The Way U Do" V-Producer: Relentless Aaron

With projects such as these, I hope to show the world that I am living a full life. To whom much is given, much is expected. I've gone above and beyond what is EXPECTED. I'm far past predictable, and still surfing somewhere in the imaginative. Feel me. Relentless. R.I.P. E. Lynn HarrisIt's finally done; the first music video produced, edited, directed by Relentless Aaron. Big up to Eric McCaine for the great song. Check out this sensational, down-to-earth artist-slash-producer; the project: "Sounds of eM"get his album "Perseverance" @ https://www.JazzySexySoul.com "FREE DOWNLOAD" For limited time only!

Posted by Relentless Aaron on Friday, July 24, 2009

Good Morning to my good friends across the world. THIS IS WORLD PREMIER MUSIC to encourage HOPE, LOVE & JOY amongst all people, all races, all nationalities. I hope this film touches you in some kind of way that encourages you to touch someone today with the spirit of love. God Bless You. From me to my Relentless Family & Friends. Be The Change You Want To See.

Posted by Relentless Aaron on Sunday, July 9, 2017
SPANKING WANTED; NO EXPERIENCE NECESSARY

ANOTHER Relentless short. Enjoy. Share. Comment.

Posted by Relentless Aaron on Sunday, December 13, 2009
TWO FACE TRAILER

Produced this during the past week and change. Hope you likes it. Uhmmmmmm, please spread the word. Relentless is in BUSINESS to produce/direct movies. *Will work for food! 😉

Posted by Relentless Aaron on Monday, February 21, 2011

Best Tyson Interview Ever

MIKE: "Ali's a giant. No other fighter can match him... Ali's an animal. He's different breed of person. He's not like us"

Plenty of Things To Say

Posted by Relentless Aaron on Tuesday, July 30, 2019

All Facts

Posted by Relentless Aaron on Monday, July 29, 2019

Posted by Relentless Aaron on Sunday, July 28, 2019

God Forgive Me

Posted by Relentless Aaron on Sunday, July 28, 2019

Pride...

Posted by Relentless Aaron on Friday, July 26, 2019
mistakes

TRUTH: WE ALL MAKE MISTAKES. BUT THERE'S A POINT THAT YOU CONTINUE THE SAME TRENDS LIKE MISCOMMUNICATION, LAZINESS & ASSUMPTION, AND THAT'S WHEN YOUR MISTAKES TRANSITION INTO "DUMB SHIT. MESSAGE: STOP APOLOGIZING, AND INSTEAD, STOP REPEATING THE DUMB SHIT. PLEASE. RELENTLESS

Pride...

Posted by Relentless Aaron on Friday, July 26, 2019

Quality time with Keith David. This dude just breaks out in song, for any reason he sees fit #heaintheavyhesmybrother#bishopgreenleaf #moviestar

Posted by Relentless Aaron on Wednesday, July 24, 2019